Whew! I honestly don’t know how it all started. It just happened and now, I just found myself longing for you more and more each day. It may started as a joke but we were able to make it. I can still remember your silly words that we are a perfect match. Me, being a sadist and you, being a masochist. Yes, we surprisingly matched. It’s as if certain things and events were really meant to happen to give us a fair chance. You make me happy.

The first time we tried it, I messed up. I was so confused then that resulted to some mistakes. Then you suddenly stopped talking to me. You kept your distance and pretended that I was a total stranger. In that span of time, I realized your worth. I felt there was something missing that only you can fill in. The thought that you might not talk to me ever again almost drove me insane. I did my best to make you understand the situation. I’m so thankful you did and accepted me again. You make me happier.

Whatever we have right now is still between the two of us. We don’t need to rush things up. Taking one step at a time is a way lot better. I love reading your short yet sweet messages over and over again. The fact that you still bother to call me even if I am at work gives me a wonderful feeling. Staying up late at night to wait for each other eventhough we both know there is a little chance for us to talk because of our own work schedules is priceless. But above all that, I am still looking forward to the day that we can both shout out loud to the world what we truly feel. I know it will be soon. And if that time finally comes, you will certainly make me the happiest. =)