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My masochist

Posted by kirksydney Popularity: 387 views

Category: My pen & paper

Whew! I honestly don’t know how it all started. It just happened and now, I just found myself longing for you more and more each day. It may started as a joke but we were able to make it. I can still remember your silly words that we are a perfect match. Me, being a sadist and you, being a masochist. Yes, we surprisingly matched. It’s as if certain things and events were really meant to happen to give us a fair chance. You make me happy.

The first time we tried it, I messed up. I was so confused then that resulted to some mistakes. Then you suddenly stopped talking to me. You kept your distance and pretended that I was a total stranger. In that span of time, I realized your worth. I felt there was something missing that only you can fill in. The thought that you might not talk to me ever again almost drove me insane. I did my best to make you understand the situation. I’m so thankful you did and accepted me again. You make me happier.

Whatever we have right now is still between the two of us. We don’t need to rush things up. Taking one step at a time is a way lot better. I love reading your short yet sweet messages over and over again. The fact that you still bother to call me even if I am at work gives me a wonderful feeling. Staying up late at night to wait for each other eventhough we both know there is a little chance for us to talk because of our own work schedules is priceless. But above all that, I am still looking forward to the day that we can both shout out loud to the world what we truly feel. I know it will be soon. And if that time finally comes, you will certainly make me the happiest. =)

39 Comments

  • At 2009.02.02 10:26, arnie UNITED ARAB EMIRATES said:
    Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.5 on Windows XP

    aw..hang sweet naman nito..hmmnn

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    • At 2009.02.11 05:22, kirksydney PHILIPPINES said:
      Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.6 on Windows XP

      Ehem ehem ehem.

  • At 2009.02.02 13:33, joycee UNITED STATES said:
    Using Internet Explorer 6.0 on Windows XP

    waw inlababo na nman ang neytan.

    Taking one step at a time is a way lot better.

    I agree with this. haaay.

    may tag nga pala ko sayo, gawen mo ha.

    http://joyceish.com/?p=888

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    • At 2009.02.11 05:22, kirksydney PHILIPPINES said:
      Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.6 on Windows XP

      Nagawa ko na, yahoooo!

  • At 2009.02.02 14:16, mayui PHILIPPINES said:
    Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.5 on Windows Vista

    wow. sana magtuloy-tuloy yan. lalalove month na! :D keep bein happy, kuya!

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    • At 2009.02.11 05:22, kirksydney PHILIPPINES said:
      Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.6 on Windows XP

      You too. =)

  • At 2009.02.02 14:21, bloom PHILIPPINES said:
    Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.5 on Windows XP

    ui! may comparative at superlative! hahaha.. i wish you happiness neytan :)

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    • At 2009.02.11 05:22, kirksydney PHILIPPINES said:
      Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.6 on Windows XP

      Bagsak ako sa English.

  • At 2009.02.02 18:37, p0kw4ng GERMANY said:
    Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.5 on Windows XP

    huwaw lab is in d eyr! pebrero na nga!

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    • At 2009.02.11 05:23, kirksydney PHILIPPINES said:
      Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.6 on Windows XP

      Syempre! Musta kayo ni Rev? Wahaha!

  • At 2009.02.04 03:25, visyel PHILIPPINES said:
    Using Safari 525.13 on Windows XP

    wow.. andaming inlev ngayon.. hihi.. :P

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    • At 2009.02.11 05:23, kirksydney PHILIPPINES said:
      Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.6 on Windows XP

      Hmmm pati ba ikaw?

    • At 2009.02.11 14:55, visyel PHILIPPINES said:
      Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.6 on Windows XP

      haha.. di eh, in-crush lang (LOL)

  • At 2009.02.04 18:34, mj UNITED ARAB EMIRATES said:
    Using Internet Explorer 7.0 on Windows XP

    kilala ko ba to kirky? hehehe…follow your heart..but be responsible ok? Goodluck and Godbless

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    • At 2009.02.11 05:23, kirksydney PHILIPPINES said:
      Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.6 on Windows XP

      Yup, and thanks. :D

  • At 2009.02.04 23:23, flamindevil UNITED STATES said:
    Using Internet Explorer 6.0 on Windows XP

    wow.this post is short and sweet. you seem sad though. but i like the hint of positivity here. go parekoy!balita mo samin pag dumating na yung time na hinihintay mo!ayun. :p

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    • At 2009.02.11 05:23, kirksydney PHILIPPINES said:
      Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.6 on Windows XP

      Hinde ako malungkot pre. :D

  • At 2009.02.05 09:17, yhen PHILIPPINES said:
    Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.5 on Windows XP

    naks naman… talaga lang ha… to the highest level na ito…

    love kung love… hehe!

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    • At 2009.02.11 05:24, kirksydney PHILIPPINES said:
      Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.6 on Windows XP

      Oo naman! Hehe.

  • At 2009.02.05 10:09, baboyita UNITED STATES said:
    Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.6 on Windows XP

    uyyy, inlabs!

    dumugo ilong ko sa ingles ha. :lol:

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    • At 2009.02.11 05:25, kirksydney PHILIPPINES said:
      Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.6 on Windows XP

      Asus, minsan ka lang dadalaw dito eh.

  • At 2009.02.05 16:38, Heleyna PHILIPPINES said:
    Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.5 on Windows XP

    Naks! inlababo..totoo na ba yan kapatid?! I’m happy for you neyt!! Umayos ka na kasi! lolz

    *mwah*

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    • At 2009.02.11 05:25, kirksydney PHILIPPINES said:
      Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.6 on Windows XP

      Maayos naman ako ah. :lol:

  • At 2009.02.05 16:57, lalaine PHILIPPINES said:
    Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.5 on Windows XP

    in love? sige lang… goodluck sau. sarap kaya ng feeling ng inlove. =)

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    • At 2009.02.11 05:25, kirksydney PHILIPPINES said:
      Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.6 on Windows XP

      Salamat. :D

  • At 2009.02.06 01:58, :) UNITED STATES said:
    Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.6 on Windows XP

    woah. umaariba ang lovelife! apir! haha. good luck. tama ka dun, one step at a time lang kamo at wag i-rush ang mga bagay-bagay .. mahirap na baka mabilaukan. biro lang.

    -lei

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    • At 2009.02.11 05:26, kirksydney PHILIPPINES said:
      Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.6 on Windows XP

      Oi, baket ganyan name mo?

  • At 2009.02.06 10:12, bittersweetbliss28 UNITED ARAB EMIRATES said:
    Using Internet Explorer 7.0 on Windows Vista

    naxx….un lang..

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    • At 2009.02.11 05:26, kirksydney PHILIPPINES said:
      Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.6 on Windows XP

      Okay. Yun lang din.

  • At 2009.02.06 17:45, jen UNITED ARAB EMIRATES said:
    Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.5 on Windows XP

    ako ba yan? lols!

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    • At 2009.02.08 11:39, kirksydney PHILIPPINES said:
      Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.6 on Windows XP

      Ikaw nga ba? Hmmm…

  • At 2009.02.10 06:28, kat PHILIPPINES said:
    Using Internet Explorer 6.0 on Windows XP

    inlababo….tamang tama pang-balentayms

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    • At 2009.02.11 05:27, kirksydney PHILIPPINES said:
      Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.6 on Windows XP

      Nyaha I don’t celebrate Valentines.

  • At 2009.02.10 10:00, Dadadoll PHILIPPINES said:
    Using Google Chrome 1.0.154.48 on Windows Vista

    aww! wow! i really love this entry! :) hang on, i’ll read it again.

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    • At 2009.02.11 05:27, kirksydney PHILIPPINES said:
      Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.6 on Windows XP

      Really? :D

  • At 2009.02.15 09:50, glesy the great PHILIPPINES said:
    Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.5 on Windows XP

    bwahahahaha…. alam kong walang nakakatawa sa post.. eh sa natatawa ako eh bakit ba…

    to naman kasi wala sa schedule kung humagupit ng emo post… cheers;p-glesy the great

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    • At 2009.02.17 06:54, kirksydney PHILIPPINES said:
      Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.6 on Windows XP

      Heh!

  • At 2009.02.18 01:23, flamindevil UNITED STATES said:
    Using Internet Explorer 6.0 on Windows XP

    if this isn’t love then what is this?

    wow i miss the feeling.go parekoy!

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    • At 2009.02.22 15:33, karen PHILIPPINES said:
      Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.6 on Windows XP

      awwww such a lucky girl! :cry:

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