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October

Haunting, hiatus

Posted by kirksydney Popularity: 402 views

Category: My pen & paper

Sigh. It had been days but I am still here. I still have my silent cries that some people accidentally hears. I know they feel my sorrow, sometimes I make them feel it. I tried to look for you, but somehow you have escaped me.

I went all over the place to look for you. I started roaming but you were not there. Some people occassionally see me, but I never wanted to show them my face. I sometimes show them my eyes, but they tend to look away. Does my eyes carry that much sorrow that they always look away?

I remember a certain pain. I remember sleeping and waking up.

I don’t know why I’m still here, waiting for you. Maybe I’m only living in your mind. Maybe I was kept alive by your guilt. Maybe it’s because you’re still thinking of me same way as I am thinking of you. A lot of maybes.

I want to move on.

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At dahil seryoso yan, mawawala muna ko ng ilang araw. Yun lang yun eh. :lol:

59 Comments

  • At 2008.10.19 04:43, aiiya AUSTRALIA said:
    Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.3 on Windows XP

    wow seryoso ka ? awww ang very deep tlga nitong post na eto anyways hope you feel better and balik ka agad sa hiatus mo :D
    ahha not for long halos 2 yrs na sya sa bahay ma dedeport na sya sa backyard bahahaha ..

    xxo

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    • At 2008.10.19 04:45, kirksydney PHILIPPINES said:
      Using Mozilla Firefox 1.5 on Windows XP

      Oo eh, lasing kasi ako. :lol:

      Madami din kaming aso, mga alaga ng ate ko. Pakita ko sayo minsan yung mga pictures nila. :D

    • At 2008.10.19 05:12, aiiya AUSTRALIA said:
      Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.3 on Windows XP

      ahh ok hahah
      tsk tsk ahahha pansin ko halos lahat na taong nag eemote ay lasing bahah ..

      ahh kk what type of aso sila ? haha i wanna see :D

    • At 2008.10.19 05:15, kirksydney PHILIPPINES said:
      Using Mozilla Firefox 1.5 on Windows XP

      Meron ding mga natural na emo at hinde ako isa sa mga dun. Bwahahaha!

      Iba ibang breed eh, inupload ko yun sa Multiply ko kaso set to friends only ibang photos ko dun. And ilang months ko na ding hinde yun nabubuksan kasi nakalimutan ko password ko pati email address na ginamit ko dun. :lol:

  • At 2008.10.19 05:04, meztisahen28 UNITED ARAB EMIRATES said:
    Using Internet Explorer 7.0 on Windows Vista

    awww…! kung anuman un,sana u’ll find ur peace of mind eventually…

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    • At 2008.10.19 05:06, kirksydney PHILIPPINES said:
      Using Mozilla Firefox 1.5 on Windows XP

      I do have peace of mind. :P

  • At 2008.10.19 05:16, meztisahen28 UNITED ARAB EMIRATES said:
    Using Internet Explorer 7.0 on Windows Vista

    kkk…fine fine fine….

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    • At 2008.10.19 05:17, kirksydney PHILIPPINES said:
      Using Mozilla Firefox 1.5 on Windows XP

      Nyaha! Saw you sa Plurk. Watchmode lang ako dun. Tinatamad ako, ewan ko ba anong meron tong araw na to.

  • At 2008.10.19 05:20, meztisahen28 UNITED ARAB EMIRATES said:
    Using Internet Explorer 7.0 on Windows Vista

    awww…ok lng yan,lhat nmn merong baltik s isang araw eh.. heheheh

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    • At 2008.10.19 05:21, kirksydney PHILIPPINES said:
      Using Mozilla Firefox 1.5 on Windows XP

      Hmmmm ano kayang interesting Plurk thread ang makakapagpalabas saken? :lol:

  • At 2008.10.19 05:20, meztisahen28 UNITED ARAB EMIRATES said:
    Using Internet Explorer 7.0 on Windows Vista

    sabi ko add na kita s fs ah…paki confirm n lng hah!

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    • At 2008.10.19 05:22, kirksydney PHILIPPINES said:
      Using Mozilla Firefox 1.5 on Windows XP

      Anung exact name mo dun? Dami kong pending friend requests eh.

  • At 2008.10.19 05:28, meztisahen28 UNITED ARAB EMIRATES said:
    Using Internet Explorer 7.0 on Windows Vista

    nyek…dami bng fans? sguinarez@yahoo.com

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    • At 2008.10.19 05:33, kirksydney PHILIPPINES said:
      Using Mozilla Firefox 1.5 on Windows XP

      Ayan naconfirmed ko na. :D

  • At 2008.10.19 05:47, meztisahen28 UNITED ARAB EMIRATES said:
    Using Internet Explorer 7.0 on Windows Vista

    salamats!

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    • At 2008.10.19 05:58, Mumu sa Kanto UNITED ARAB EMIRATES said:
      Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.3 on Windows Vista

      waw siryus.

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      • At 2008.10.19 06:51, kirksydney PHILIPPINES said:
        Using Mozilla Firefox 1.5 on Windows XP

        Syempreeee.

    • At 2008.10.19 06:21, burinj UNITED ARAB EMIRATES said:
      Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.3 on Windows XP

      bakit emo ka?

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      • At 2008.10.19 06:53, kirksydney PHILIPPINES said:
        Using Mozilla Firefox 1.5 on Windows XP

        Teka tanong ko muna sa sarili ko.

    • At 2008.10.19 09:08, Neex PHILIPPINES said:
      Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.3 on Windows XP

      “I sometimes show them my eyes, but they tend to look away.” -baka may sore eyes. lol

      just kidding ;). dapat pagbalik mo okay ka na ulit. para masaya lahat.

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      • At 2008.10.19 10:26, kirksydney PHILIPPINES said:
        Using Mozilla Firefox 2.0.0.4 on Windows XP

        Oo nga no, talino talaga ng Tamaraws. :lol:

      • At 2008.10.21 03:34, Neex PHILIPPINES said:
        Using Internet Explorer 6.0 on Windows XP

        lol. pahumble naman ang Tiger na to. :lol:

    • At 2008.10.19 14:24, kengkay GERMANY said:
      Using Internet Explorer 7.0 on Windows Vista

      hey kirk, punta ka dito, inom tayo ng ibat ibang klaseng beer :) maraming salamat sa tulong mo, at kahit naka hiatus ka e maginoo ka pa rin!

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      • At 2008.10.20 09:29, kirksydney PHILIPPINES said:
        Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.1 on Windows XP

        Walang problema Mami Kengs. Okay na ba?

    • At 2008.10.19 15:27, baboyita PHILIPPINES said:
      Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.3 on Windows XP

      ay seryus. kung ano man yang bumabagabag sayo sana mawala na at maging ok ka na. ano ba to pati ako naging seryus na din, makati pala sa katawan tong maging seryus. yoko na! :lol:

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      • At 2008.10.20 09:30, kirksydney PHILIPPINES said:
        Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.1 on Windows XP

        Bwahaha hawa hawa lang yan. Wala namang bumabagabag saken. Busy lang talaga tsaka tinatamad na din kaya hiatus kunyari. :lol:

      • At 2008.10.21 11:57, baboyita UNITED STATES said:
        Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.3 on Windows XP

        tinatamad. yun yun eh. :lol: ok lang yan, ako nga laging tinatamad :lol:

    • At 2008.10.19 19:08, utakmunggo UNITED KINGDOM said:
      Using Internet Explorer 8.0 on Windows Vista

      naiintindihan ko. hindi naman kasi sa lahat ng oras eh may gana ang isang taong mag-blog o kahit man lang makisalamuha sa mundong labas. pahinga ka lang. sana umokey ka na. gusto mo ovaltine na mainit-init? one pound lang. hehe

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      • At 2008.10.20 09:45, kirksydney PHILIPPINES said:
        Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.1 on Windows XP

        Wala bang Milo na malamig lamig? :lol:

    • At 2008.10.20 01:43, potsquared JAPAN said:
      Using Mozilla Firefox 2.0.0.14 on Windows 2000

      time heals all wounds.. at pagtinamad ang isang tao.. eventually.. gaganahan siyang muli.. miss na kita fapa nathan!! please come back soon! *mwahugz*

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      • At 2008.10.20 09:46, kirksydney PHILIPPINES said:
        Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.1 on Windows XP

        Am here fare! Sumasagot lang sa comments. :D

    • At 2008.10.20 04:04, eloiski AUSTRALIA said:
      Using Mozilla Firefox 2.0.0.17 on Windows Vista

      weh seryoso ba ito?

      hahaha!

      basta ang masasabi ko lang, nosebleed ako sa post naito!

      wala akong ma-adbays kaya ako’y mananahimik!

      goodluck sa hiatus!

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      • At 2008.10.20 09:48, kirksydney PHILIPPINES said:
        Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.1 on Windows XP

        Seryoso nga at salamat sa advise…

        … ay wala nga pala. :lol:

    • At 2008.10.20 05:44, rio PHILIPPINES said:
      Using Mozilla Firefox 2.0.0.17 on Windows XP

      psst..may piktur na ako..balik ka na..teka testing muna..one two three…

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      • At 2008.10.20 09:51, kirksydney PHILIPPINES said:
        Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.1 on Windows XP

        Naramdaman kong may pic ka na kaya bumalik kaagad ako. Congrats! Isang milestone yan sa buhay doktor mo. :lol:

      • At 2008.10.21 04:38, rio PHILIPPINES said:
        Using Mozilla Firefox 2.0.0.17 on Windows XP

        bumalik ka nga pero asan ang bagong entry?? asan??? asan?? asan?? hehehe…
        sana ok ka na..

      • At 2008.10.21 10:36, kirksydney PHILIPPINES said:
        Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.1 on Windows XP

        Waaa tinatamad pa ko. :cry:

    • At 2008.10.20 05:47, rio PHILIPPINES said:
      Using Mozilla Firefox 2.0.0.17 on Windows XP

      yehey..hindi na ako taong abo..

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      • At 2008.10.20 07:04, MARU PHILIPPINES said:
        Using Safari 525.21 on Windows XP

        o sha sha! magpahinga ka muna o magliwaliw.
        pag nagsawa ka na sa kanila o pinagsawaan ka na nila…

        …umuwi ka na sa akin.

        andito lang ako.

        (nangungulangot habang nagtatayp ang isang kamay)

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        • At 2008.10.20 09:55, kirksydney PHILIPPINES said:
          Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.1 on Windows XP

          Bwahaha antayin mo ko ha…

          …pero ayusin mo muna Gravatar mo dali! :lol:

      • At 2008.10.20 08:00, dhangski PHILIPPINES said:
        Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.3 on Windows XP

        klasmeyt na miss kita :)

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        • At 2008.10.20 09:56, kirksydney PHILIPPINES said:
          Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.1 on Windows XP

          Waaaaa where have you been? :o

        • At 2008.10.22 01:40, dhangski PHILIPPINES said:
          Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.3 on Windows XP

          hehe slight adjustments sa bagong house routine :)

      • At 2008.10.20 13:20, mayui PHILIPPINES said:
        Using Mozilla Firefox 2.0.0.16 on Windows Vista

        aww.. kuya! :( *comfort*

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        • At 2008.10.21 10:36, kirksydney PHILIPPINES said:
          Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.1 on Windows XP

          Nyak biglang naging kuya. :lol:

        • At 2008.10.21 14:38, mayui PHILIPPINES said:
          Using Mozilla Firefox 2.0.0.16 on Windows Vista

          di ba kinukuya naman kita dati pa? :P

      • At 2008.10.21 07:57, Lhay UNITED ARAB EMIRATES said:
        Using Internet Explorer 6.0 on Windows XP

        anong meron at nagkakaganyan kang tao ka??? sooooo emo ha? duh? mag bak to normal ka nga jan hindi bagay sayo!!!

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        • At 2008.10.21 10:36, kirksydney PHILIPPINES said:
          Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.1 on Windows XP

          Kahit saan at kahit kelan kontra bulate ka. :lol:

      • At 2008.10.22 07:55, kat PHILIPPINES said:
        Using Internet Explorer 6.0 on Windows XP

        “Maybe I was kept alive by your guilt.”

        Uhm, errr, may tinatamaan.

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        • At 2008.10.22 09:33, kirksydney PHILIPPINES said:
          Using Mozilla Firefox 2.0.0.13 on Windows XP

          Sino? Ikaw? :lol:

      • At 2008.10.22 09:31, gmac SAUDI ARABIA said:
        Using Internet Explorer 7.0 on Windows XP

        pre parang hindi bagay. hahahaha. emong emo ang dating. hehe

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        • At 2008.10.22 12:41, kirksydney PHILIPPINES said:
          Using Mozilla Firefox 2.0.0.13 on Windows XP

          Tapos na to pre. :lol:

      • At 2008.10.22 12:18, Lambing PHILIPPINES said:
        Using Internet Explorer 6.0 on Windows 2000

        anong kaseryoshan yan kirk???

        aaawww emo mode din??? hawa hawa lang yan nyahahahaha :lol:

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        • At 2008.10.22 12:41, kirksydney PHILIPPINES said:
          Using Mozilla Firefox 2.0.0.13 on Windows XP

          Sus isa ka pa. Sinabing tapos na nga to. :lol:

      • At 2008.10.22 13:18, ifoundme PHILIPPINES said:
        Using Mozilla Firefox 3.0.3 on Windows XP

        ahhhh… hmmmm…. na unsa ka man dong? are you okay? take your time and be well

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        • At 2008.10.22 13:28, kirksydney PHILIPPINES said:
          Using Mozilla Firefox 2.0.0.13 on Windows XP

          Okies na ko. Salamat. :D

      • At 2008.10.22 13:24, buzzing flowerpecker PHILIPPINES said:
        Using Opera 9.23 on Windows XP

        sus. move on lang pala.

        ang hirap gawin yun. hehe. kaya tama…mag-hiatus ka na nga muna.hehe! Go!

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        • At 2008.10.22 13:27, kirksydney PHILIPPINES said:
          Using Mozilla Firefox 2.0.0.13 on Windows XP

          Waaaa tapos na kaya. :lol:

      • At 2008.10.24 00:06, glesy the great PHILIPPINES said:
        Using Mozilla Firefox 2.0.0.17 on Windows XP

        totoo ba to? masyadong seryoso di ako sanay… regal shocker.. ahehehe.. umayos ka nga jan, tama na drama kungdi sisipain kita.. cheers!!!

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