There are a lot of things about missing someone so bad.
You feel lonely but definitely not quiet inside.
You tend to do things you never do.
It is two in the morning and you wanna go to the nearest convenience store. There are so many of them, being that you’re in the city with all the busy people walking and minding their own freaking business and you don’t exactly know what to buy in the first place. You go to the store, the smell is so unlike what you wanna smell but you still go in anyway. You stare at the empty-emotioned magazine covers and listen to the cold sound of freezers then you go out of the store because you discovered you don’t wanna buy anything at all. All you know is that you were were expecting that that person must be somewhere else doing that same nonsense.
You choose that long street on your way home. There is music through the car stereo but you can’t make out what song it plays because someone else is in your head. You get to your destination without you ever noticing although it is true that you must have created a constellation of raindrops on the outside of the car windows. You put yourself in your bed and can’t remember that the long street experience was actually a bad one. All you know is that you were thinking of that person 95% of the time.
You get to think of weird things you don’t normally think of like why do we say “singing in the rain” when in fact the rain is falling “on” you. Why not just say you are singing under the rain? Another is why do we say “under the sea” when we all know that under the sea is either sand or whatever land mass there is? All you know is that person’s face is everywhere between the sheets of sand & in every sea wave you imagined.
You unintentionally create huge number of inspiring lines out of nowhere. Too many that you don’t know how to sum them all up and come up with the right words to showcase how you really feel inside. After long hours of contemplating, you’ve finally composed your thoughts, still thinking about that same person all the time.
I’ve personally been through those things, here are the lines I came up with.
Especially for you, Hon:
May our love lasts forever,
May I sail upon your sea.
May we go through life together,
May there always be a “we.”
May I be your endless sky,
May you breathe my gentle air.
May you never wonder why,
Each time you look for me, I’m there.
May we be for each a smile,
Like the warm, life-giving sun.
Yet when we’re in pain awhile,
May our suffering be one.
May we share our special days,
The happiness of one for two.
And if we must go separate ways,
Let my love remain with you.
I miss you and, I love you. =)
@ Aling Baby and Sommer-sault:
Ayan na pinakahihintay nyo mga pare. Hahaha.
omg i love your work..
you’re such a good writer..
Thanks. =)
bat ba mga entry mo puro panlove..di ako makarelate..haha!
isa ka palang makata KS. love talaga. parang pag-ibig ano?
nice naman neytan….i didn’t know u were good with poems haha! yan ang napapala pag puro ka kakulitan hehe…
musta? ang tagal ko na walang paramdam…two days? ang tagal na pala.
@ Joan: Waaaaa ngayon lang nga ulet eh.
@ Utakmunggo: KS amp. Uu nga, love parang pag-ibig, UM. Haha.
@ Aling Baby: Random lines lang yan, hehe. Hinde din ako naka online kahapon, may trangkaso ako amp. Ang boring tuloy.
O… Ayan… Napadaan na me… Wahahaha…
Anyway… Mukhang fixed na love life ah… Good for you…
Truth be told… I could relate to all those feelings…
The constant emotion of loneliness when your not around the one you love… And outmost happiness when your together… The need to be with that one person when your sad, hurt, or any unwanted emotions… Even though they were the one who caused it in the first place…
You just feel the love… That love only you will have for him/her…
Oh yeah, medyo magulo nung una pero we came up with a decision na that would hopefully fix things up. Intact communication, being open with one another is really important, to be honest.
Hey, ang bilis mo naman magparamdam. Wala pang 2minutes un, haha.
Hahaha… Eh nakaonline ako nung nagcomment ka… Hahahaha…
At least nagparamdam diba…
And tama… Dapat may communication nga and honesty… It’s so hard to be in a one-sided relationship… Dapat both is open to trying to make the relationship work… Kasi kung hindi… Walang mangyayari sa inyo… Kahit may mga arguments and fights… If you can get through all of those things… Together… It will strengthen the bond between the two of you…
Defiantly right. Hanep mga lines mo, I just hope naaapply mo yan sa sarili mo, hehe. Most of the time, it’s easy to give advices to others but applying it in your situation is freaking hard, haha.
nakz!
sana mabasa niya yong poem…
nice one…
Thumbs up to that!!! Wahahaha… So far… Ayos naman kami… I’m trying my hardest to communicate properly with him… Wahahaha… Basta were trying to make things work everytime… KAya nga nakaabot na kami ng ganitong katagal eh… Hehehehe…
@ Ayyzz: She already did. =)
@ Wingless: Good for the both of you. =)
May our love lasts forever,
May I sail upon your sea.
May we go through life together,
May there always be a “we.”
May I be your endless sky,
May you breathe my gentle air.
May you never wonder why,
Each time you look for me, I’m there.
May we be for each a smile,
Like the warm, life-giving sun.
Yet when we’re in pain awhile,
May our suffering be one.
May we share our special days,
The happiness of one for two.
And if we must go separate ways,
Let my love remain with you.
nice.. can i borrow this and put it in friendster?
Huh? Wotcha gonna do with that? Baka naman ibigay mo sa bf/gf mo yan, haha. If I were you, gawa ka na lang ng sarili mo. =)
very lucky girl..
=)
ikaw na lang makata. hehe. good job!
Minsan lang yan, enjoy it while it lasts.
asus. sige na nga. goodluck syo. hope it’ll last longer, haha!
mag-eemote na eh, kaso natawa ako dito
“You get to think of weird things you don’t normally think of like why do we say “singing in the rain” when in fact the rain is falling “on” you. Why not just say you are singing under the rain? Another is why do we say “under the sea” when we all know that under the sea is either sand or whatever land mass there is? All you know is that person’s face is everywhere between the sheets of sand & in every sea wave you imagined.”, asa climax na naputol pa.
Totoo naman yang mga yan eh.